Thursday, November 30, 2017

I promise you (Chapter 2)

Her aunt gets out of the car and helps her load her luggage in the car, all Pema can do was smile back at her aunt and get inside the car. She couldn't sum up the courage to ask her aunt to wait for few minutes for her to talk with Tshering. But again she knew that she doesn't have the right to talk with him after rejecting him for no concrete reasons.

As her aunt starts the car, both Pema and Tshering locks their eye upon each other, Tshering smiles and waves towards her, she feels a deep pain in her heart.

She felt as if for the second time she was losing him. All she could do was just look back at Tshering without showing any emotions.

Her aunt's house was merely 10 minutes drive away yet she felt like it took them nearly an  hour to get there. This was her second time at Haa and she was happy and sad at the same moment.

Happy to be able to meet him and she has a hope of seeing him again. She just got transferred from Phuentsholing. She came with a hope of finding out her chilhood memory of Haa and to be independent.

She was sad with her lack of courage although Tshering made his move first. Although he smiled and waved at her, she didnt even gave a simple gesture of seeing him. She felt how akward he must have felt to not received any gesture from her.

As she sits hear bukhari with a hot cup of suja, she still thinks about what he has been doing all this time, why didnt he even try to contact her for last 7 years.

Was that small boy his son or brother?

Was that lady his wife?

Why did that small boy called her  mathang?

Does he still have feelings for her?

Does he still remembers her like the way she do?...

As many questions kept poping up in her mind, she shook her head again and again.

Her aunt just looked at her and said, "Are you tired? Would you like to sleep a little?"

She just smiled back and said,"I am fine Aanii."

As her aunt shared her stories about how small Pema was when she first came to Haa, Pema was still thinking about what happened 7 years ago.

After his proposal, she didn't get out of her house for next 3 days and neither he asked about it. When they met after 4 days, she just gave him a small chit.

She was not brave enough to express her reason why she can't accept him. So, she wrote a chit explaining the reasons why she can't accept it.

She still remembers those words she used in the letter as she sips down every bit of suja slowly.

As she plans to open her laptop and watch some korean series, the face of the little boy flashes upon her. She is still not sure who he was and why he called her mathang.

She was sure that Tshering has no brother, the identity of the small boy still remained unsolved in her little confused world.

Suddenly she remembers something and she flips around the old pictures in her laptop, as she goes over every photo. She notices a small boy resembling the small boy she met at bus booking.

It was the picture of farewell college picnic, that small boy was sitting next to Tshering, smiling as the photo was taken. Although he was with Tshering in the photo, she doesn't remember anything about him.

As she tries harder to rememeber, she gets a vivid memory of meeting that boy while she was calling Tshering for some work at college picnic.

Finally she concludes in her mind that maybe he is related to Tshering and that the little boy knows her because Tshering might have shared him about her. But she was still wondering why that little boy called her as mathang.

Next day she went to Haa Dzongkhag and gave her appointment letter to the office, luckily the HRO told her to join the next day and take today as a break. On her way back home, she came across the same small boy waving at her from a shop.

At once she recognised him and rushed into the shop only to find that he wasn't there. She thought that she was thinking about that little boy so much, her imagination was taking the troll on her brain. With a confused and shocked state, as she comes out of that shop, she once again meets Tshering, this time near the shop.

It was purely coincidence she thought, coincidence of meeting him everytime she sees that little boy. As usual she couldn't face him and just looked the opposite direction and headed towards the last shop. As she looked back, she saw that he was still there looking at her in disbelieve.

"He must have felt bad, neglected and I am sure he knows the reason why I can't face him,"she said to herself while looking at him after few blocks down the way. As she reached the last shop, she enters there just to escape from his view.

Although she  had no plan to buy anything in the shop, she looked around and ends up buying few bar of chocolates in hope to meeting that little boy and give him. As she was paying the shopkeeper, she felt a sudden gush of cold air on her hand and face. She looked up hoping to see a fan but ended up seeing nothing there.

As she came out of the shop, she looks around to see if Tshering was there. Lucky he was long gone, as she starts to move towards her aunt house,she comes  across the bus station where she met that little boy and Tshering. She again taps back into her memory.

It was raining very heavily that day when Tshering was there waiting for her near the college gate, he smiles at Pema, hoping  to get a reply after waiting for 3 days. He sees that she is feeling very akward and notices it in the way she walks and looks down at the road while handing him a small chit.



I promise you (Chapter 1)

Cold winter with its own blessing and curse blew over the small town of Haa. Hardly any one was noticeable in and around Haa town. Pema with all her luggage just arrived in a bus from Phuentsholing.


With a smile on her face, doubt in her heart she just unloaded the luggage from the bus. As she looks around to see her aunt, a small boy with a cute smile comes near her and wishes her,  "Mathang nan aopha mo."


She gets the shock of her life.


Still unable to digest his words, she just smiles back and says, "Mathang? Ebi mathang ya... Jang mangi na wai."


The small boy just smiles and runs away behind a car where a man is patiently waiting in a car. As she tries to look closely who the man was, a soft voice with a sweet breeze of tone calls from behind her, "Hey! Tshering, come out and help me with this luggage. "


To her astonishment, she saw her childhood friend Tshering coming out of the car, he just smiled at her and went to help the lady who was calling him.


Thousand thoughts ran into her mind, the flash back occurs...


She still remembers the day when he kneeled down and proposed her after being friends for nearly a 7 years. She found herself in a situation where she had to choose between losing him forever or being with him in a new relationship.


She never thought about being more than a bestfriend to him, for he has seen her cry over the breakups for years and always found him to be a consoler for her.


She has been in so many relationships  that she felt awkward to accept or reject his proposal.


He was still on his knees with a red rose and a spark in his eyes. His words were so heavy to digest, he kept on saying why he loved her and why he never found any girl worth going for.


She just smiled at him and asked him for few days time to think over it. He was happy beyond words. He suddenly shouted and jumped  up while tried to control his emotion before saying, "You can take all the time you need, I will be there just for you."


As she looks at him, helping that lady, she whispers to herself, "He hasn't changed a bit, same all Tshering with his fake smile and trying to act cool."


Luaggage was quite heavy, she saw Tshering was having a hard time carrying it towards his car yet he acted as if he was strong.


As he came near her, the same old feelings rushed in, making her feel awkward again to face him after 7 years gap.


She still don't remember how they ended up being so apart. All she remembers was seeing him in tears and after that he just vanished from her life.


She searched him everywhere but no one knew of his whereabout. That day she lost one of the most loved person in her life, she felt lost, alone, uncomplete and most of all she lost a person who has always been there in her ups and downs. She always found him by her side, she regreted for not accepting his proposal.


As he keeps on helping that lady, she just can't believe he is right there in front of her eye.


She felt that this was the best moment to share him what she felt after losing him for last 7 years. As she goes near him, she hears a honk of a car. There she sees her aunt smiling with all her 32 teeth towards her.


Friday, November 24, 2017

A beauty worth dieing for

As the sun slowly hide himself behind a curtain of cloud,
The gush of wind blew over slowly introducing her scent.
Sun was compareless to the brightness she possessed.
The scent so sharp melted down my heart.
Those silky yellow hair moved on its own,
Enchanting all around it to its beauty.

Even the beauty of winter stars were compareless,
Even the beauty of autumn season over the decidious forest were compareless,
To the beauty she was born with.
A beauty solely owned to conqure the heart of every man it encounters.
A beauty worth dieing for.

Her one stare could freeze you in that moment,
Her one look can stop your heart beat,
The way she moves makes you stare at her.
The way she moves her finger through her hair,
You can see it as if you are in a slow motion movie.
There is beauty in everything she does.

And if you ever see someone like her,
A girl of beauty worth dieing for,
A girl whose every moves makes you amazed,
My dear brother, you better go for check up,
Chances are there you are losing it all.
Losing your sense of reality...😂😂😂

Sketched by Kinley Norbu (aka Dpo)

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Loving the wrong girl

So lost in her mesmerising beauty,
I lay as a puppet in her hand.
Her small reactions meant a world to me.
Loving the wrong girl made me blind.

Blinded to see what actually was happening.
I was being a mere puppet in her hand.
Little did I know how my friends were feeling.
They knew she was playing with me.

They advised me about my wrong choice,
But I was blinded by my own love towards her.
I was just a fool following my own nightmare.
Nightmare I was yet to be introduced with.

Never knew when I became addicted to her.
I started giving her more important,
I hardly gave my friends any time.
I hardly thought about anything else than about her.

Her likes and dislike became mine,
Her happiness became my goal,
She was like a poisoned red wine,
Destroying me by every sip I take of it.

I was losing myself in the process of loving her.
I was sacrificing more than I was gaining out of it.
I was doing it all for i was scared of losing her,
Although I was the only one who was trying to keep it going.

I ended up being exhausted in the relationship.
I have bargin in more than I can take.
It started hampering my academic life.
I can hardly digest exam were near.

It was class 12 examination,
A turning point in my life,
This exam would decide where I would be,
College or be a highschool dropout in life.

Lost between love and career I was,
Decision was needed to be made from my side.
A nightmare was lurking just behind 1 month.
A nightmare of deciding my life with examination.

When the final time comes even our shadow leaves us behind,
She left me for someone who had a job.
She left her school life to get married.
I was left here wondering what a fool I was.

Since time was less I did my best,
I ended up getting just passed.
The nightmare falled upon me,
The nightmare of being nobody in future.

Felt like a plastic bag on a windy day,
Blown away without any known destination.
Seeing my friends go to colleges far away,
Made me sad for I knew I deserved to be with them.

Blessed I was with such a loving family,
They saw a dream for me which I had to conqure.
Although it was hard for my family budget,
I was enrolled in a private school.

This time I was convinced I needed to study hard,
One year at private school was a second chance I got.
A chance to prove myself my worth.
A chance to conqure the dream.

A long awaited dream finally became real.
When I was selected for CST.
Hardwork works like magic if you do it.
A year worth of hardwork beared its fruit.

I never learned how to let it go,
I never knew how to do it again,
I never thought I would also be one.
Now I suffer from Philophobia.

A beautiful word to express,
Express the fear of being in love again.

                            Thank you...

Monday, November 20, 2017

I can see it all

I can see how you are feeling,
Grasping those hairs of yours,
Bitting those lips of yours,
Thousand words running in your mind.
Trying your best to talk with him.

For sadly he seems too damnless,
He has no idea about what you feel.
It's a shame for him not to know.
How much he mean to you.
For he is lucky and unlucky at the same time.

Her reply

I am not sure why you love,
When you know that you will get hurt,
Is it worth going for,
Wasting both time and money.
For just a short happy moment.

I don't know why you love,
For all it gives in return is pain,
Everlasting sorrow and regret.
It takes more than it gives
For a few moments of happiness.

Firstly do what you came to do,
Than may be later go for love.
When one has  job and status,
One can get the one you love.
Why waste your time for now.

I am not saying you not to love,
All I am saying is, its not the right time.
So let's study hard and build out future.
A future both of us will be proud of.
Lets work towards it pintoo.

Frankly saying I am afraid of being in love,
The memory of past still haunts me,
I have known you well to judge you,
You deserve the best one out there,
I have past experience that won't let me.

I am not sure how you will react,
For all I have is a sincere apology;
An apology to try to make up,
An apology I owe you for replying late.
An apology for leaving you where you are now.

If we are meant to be in future,
I will be the luckiest girl out there.
If our path ever comes across each other,
Please don't hesitate to hug me.
For no one has and will ever come so close to me as you.

I still remember the first time I saw you,
You were there near the gate all wet,
Both of us were late for assembly.
I felt a relief that I wasn't alone that day.
We both got a punishment to cut grass,

I knew that you liked me.
I am sorry for not letting you know.
I knew from the very beginning you liked me.
My friend Pema told me about you.
I was scared of being in love again.

I am glad I met someone like you.
The way you cheered me up after every unit test,
Made me feel how lucky I was to have you.
I am surely blessed to have met you.
Thank you for always being there.

By the time you will receive this,
I would be gone by then.
I will pray for our path to cross.
I will pray that your dream comes true.
I will pray that our karma let us Unite.

Love

A word "love" itself is a key,
Key for happiness, sorrow, war and peace.
Love is an uncontrollable feeling
Between two person of any race.

It means to share our happiness,
And divide our sorrowness.
Love doesn't mean to hurt
But means to show our loving heart.

It can create a nice friendship,
And also can destroy a friendship.
It makes us to share our feeling,
And also makes us to be friendly.

A love can join two heart together,
and also can create peace and war.
Love is an uncontrollable feeling,
Which can occur at any given time.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

She made a difference in my world

It was raining very heavily that time
When I was waiting for my friend,
It was getting late for school.
So when my friend came, we ran before I collided.


Collided with a girl so beautiful,
She apologised although it was my fault.
Her voice pierced through my heart,
Rang the bell of so long dead stone heart.


I couldnot stop staring at her although I was running.
Tried my best to capture her whole image.
Seeing her in the same uniform as I am wearing,
Gave me a hope of finding her and meeting her again.


For the second time I saw her next day in a shop.
All I knew was that  I was tempted to go near her,
Hear those heavenly voice again from the angel like her.
It felt warmth deep within my body.


To my astonishment, my classmate felt my weird behaviour.
Came close to me and gave me a look I still remember now.
I dragged her towards the corner of the shop,
Begged her to share me about her new friend.


For the third time we met near the school gate,
This time she was all alone heading towards school.
I too was alone, for we both were late for the assembly.
Later both of us were called to principal office.


Since that incident we have known each other,
Smiled at each other when ever our path crosses by,
I skipped heart beat every time she smiled my way,
Stupid me wants to be more than mere friend to her.


Now that we become familiar to each other,
I would always find a reason  to talk with her.
Slowly we became close to each other.
But fate did not like our closeness.

She wanted only friends but not boyfriend,
So I couldn't express my love towards her.
Time flew by keeping myself loaded with all those love for her.
We became best friend within two years.


Finally when I gathered all the guts to propose her,
It was too late for her to give any reply to me.
Her father got transferred to another Dzongkhag.
I felt so lost that I could hardly believe it.


The thought of being alone to school scared me,
I have became so fond of her that I could hardly bear her absence.
But all I can do was smile at her for her new beginning of life.
It hurts but have to let her go for my own good.


I am not sure how I will handle this situation,
I am not sure how to bid her farewell,
I am not sure will this be our last meeting,
I am not sure will we ever keep in contact hence forth.


All I know is that she made a difference in my world,
All I know is that love can be so painful sometimes.
Unsaid love and untreated wounds will take time to heal.
For now I have long night to think about what to do next.


(It's said that we will never forget our first love but in my case my second uncompleted love made a greater impact on my life.)

I hate it when

I hate it when I am afraid,
Afraid to do what I like.

I hate it when I lose confident,
Lose confident in our love.

I hated it when you left me,
Left me all alone in this town.

I hate it when you lie to me,
Lie to me about your promise.

I hate it when you speak to me,
Speak to me in mobile form far place.

I hate all the above mentioned reasons,
Yet I still love you for you are the one for me.

Friday, November 17, 2017

Miss you

I met you as a schoolmate,
Wanted you as a life mate.
Never told you what I felt
Until it was too late.


You wanted only friends
But I didn't agree.
You never knew what I felt,
Until it was too late for you to accept.


You had to go to other school,
I was left here like a fool.
You never told me why?
Why you never shared what you felt?


You cried when you left me,
But I cried when ever I went to school.
Never knew how important you were
Until it was too late for me.


You may have cried once
But I cried everytime
I think about you,
I really miss you


Yet we will meet again thats a promise


(I wrote this piece when I was in high school... Memories flows in flooding you with everything you once felt while writing this... Feels funny but I am glad I could re-live those moments again...)

Some of the things guy likes about girls

I am sure some of my valued reader would not agree with some of the points mentioned below but since it is written merely for fun purpose, I hope I would be forgiven.

Some of the things guy likes about girls;

1. The way she pretends not to see you when you are around her.

2. The way she plays with small kids making all those funny faces.

3. The way she acts not to care about you but seeing you in pain triggers a tears  upon her heavenly face.

4. The way she tries to act so tough there by ending up looking cute.

5. The way she does research on the boy they like better than CID Officers.

6. The way she cries over emotional movies.

7. The way she protects and cares about the family.

8. The way she hits you trying to make it hurt but you feel like a cotton ball hitting you.

9. The way she acts dominant in a relationship but ends up always being a soft one.

10. The way she keep records of all your bad habits and helps you to over come it.

11. The way she hugs you trying to make up for her mistake.

12. The way she tries so hard trying to impress her inlaws.

13. The way she gets angry and shouts at you over something you forgot to buy or forgets to do always.

14. The way she says, "What will you do without me" with a serious look.

15. The way she takes around 15 selfie and commands you to select one, although all looks the same...

16. The way she tries on every cloth in a shop and ends up buying nothing and you end up taking her to next garment shop.

17. The way she hates you when you are with your best girl-friend having a good talk.

18. The way she always tries to see with whom you are chatting with and whom you have added on your wechat and Facebook. Although this might also be a negative point 😂😂😂

19. The way she tries to blend in with your friends.

20. The way she tries to dig up your secrets from your best friends.

21. Finally the way she loves you without any conditions and tries to be your second mom.

If I have missed any points that might be needed to be added, please let me know la... happy reading... Hope it brought some smile on my valued readers.

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Dedicated to you

Rivers would eventually dry up,
Icy mountains would eventually melt down,
Moving wind will eventually stop
And sun would eventually lose its light
                       BUT
I will be there no matter what,
I will hold your hand, keep you safe.
I will be your shadow all the time
                        AND
Take you to the world never seen before;
In a world of love,
In a world of pleasure,
In a world of compassion
And most importantly in a perfect world of your happiness,
A perfect heaven I will create just for you.

Oh! What a beauty it was

The beauty that brightens every heart,
      Seems that it will never fade
                       BUT
          Now it's only a tale to tell

It was the glowing hope of Man
  And felt that it will never end
                        BUT
  Now it is all a part of a dream

The candle in the darkness it seems
              Once upon a time
                       BUT
           now it seems to go off

Oh! What a heart breaking beauty
It was between the mature ones
                      BUT
       Not it is old and faded

3 things that makes a relationship more beautiful and strong

I am not a professional when it comes to relationship but I do know that for any relationship to work, three main things should be there; trust, faith and most importantly commitment from both side.

1. Trust
Firstly make sure you don't play with this word. Its merely 5 letter word but it can destroy a well built relationship.

Always maintain and work towards making it more strong.

Don't let your partner ever doubt and clear the doubt before it does more damage later. Many relationship fails because we always keep what we heard and what we saw as a secret until we use it all at once. Just keep in mind that what we heard or saw may just be half truth and the main truth may be totally opposite.

If you feel that you are doubting your partner about something then feel free to clear it out. Sometimes staying quite does more damage than speaking up openly.
Trust your partner until you have a prove but make sure you have talked with your partner about your prove before blaming it all on your partner. Always listen to what your partner has to say on it.

If you trust your partner then you get a sense of relief that no matter what happens in life  your partner will always be there and support you and you know that you will support your partner till death takes you apart.

2. Faith
Some times you just have to have a faith when things go wrong and having a faith that the hard time your relationship is going through will make it strong and more beautiful helps to calm you down and reflect what is really the matter that need to be addressed.

A calm mind can find solution for any problems. Sometimes problms may not be in our hand to be resolved but having a faith that God will help if you help yourself does the trick and it may take time but eventually everything will fall back in its place the way it use to be and even more better than before.

Sometimes we might feel that we are doing all the work and other side isn't bothered at all to make the relationship strong but we never know because other partner may be doing their best to work it out. May be we are too concentrated on ourself that we fail to see how much someone else is doing.

Always acknowledge your partner when they try to make it better. Sometimes little things makes big difference in long run.
Having a faith that your partner loves you more than you and that you should love them even more makes the love competition even more wild and makes the love between the partners more strong and beautiful.

3. Commitment
The most important ingredient that is needed in a relationship would be commitment.  This 10 letter word makes all the difference when it comes to anything we do in life. Without commitment nothing will work well be it job, hobby, marriage, love and all.

No matter how good, sincere, lovely you maybe but if you don't have commitment towards your partner, any built relationship would eventually collapse.
Commitment can be compared to the foundation and we all know that without a good foundation eventually a nature cause will take place and everything will fall apart.

If you are committed to your partner and vice versa, there aren't no power to destroy your relationship. Even God himself cannot break it unless death makes its entry.

Commitment can be so strong that even the greatest force of nature cannot break it. 
With the above 3 mentioned ingredient of life, a relationship would sail freely and openly in an ocean of love and bliss.

If any more ingredient are there which you all reader thinks that is important then please share with me. I am not a professional when it comes to relationship but speaking out what I have observed and felt is important is being shared here... Thanks for going through it... 

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

If only I have known

If only I have known
The gift of hardwork
And the pain of failure
If only I have known
I would have studied my best
To overcome the pain of failure

If only I have known
Your space in my heart
The pain I would suffer without you,
If only I have known
Then when we had misunderstanding
I would have compromised

If only I have known
Your place in my life,
Without you a lonely life,
If only I have known
Then I would have apologised
For all the pain you been through

Demands you

Its really hard to bear this pain,
Feels like I am being sicken by it.
Every breath, every respire demands you
To be by my side forever.

God knows how I feels about you,
Even ocean full of ink, sky full of paper
Cannot fit all the feelings I have for you,
Its just that even I cannot express it.

My soul and body demands you,
And believe me I really love you
And I will always do,
For me you are prefect the way you are.

Monday, November 13, 2017

Love has a power to change someone

Ever since I joined College of Science and Technology, I have found myself with such an intelligent and confident friends to accompany myself. Almost everyone is talented in his or her own way. Among those friend, I met a friend who was different from all. He was cool and the best quality about him was his cool temper, I have never seen him angry nor he takes things to his heart. For him what ever people says doesn't matter, he is always happy and lost in his own happy world. May be that's why he was unique and I found him more open to everything.
He had a great personality but I never found him with a stable relationship, he would flirt around every girl he added on facebook. Some never replied to him while some found him open minded and started chatting with him.
I would always find him flirting around, once I jokingly told him that he was wasting his time flirting around and that this way he will never end up with the right person, but I never knew was what plan God has for him. Such flirting carried on for two more years and I was shocked how he can manage to flirt around with so many at once.
It was shocking to see that he finally stopped doing his flirting and was busy with calls, as usual I thought he was flirting until I found out that he was chatting with only one girl. You see it seems he has found himself a stable and fixed love of his life.
To be honest I never thought a guy who used to flirt so much that everyone would make fun of him would end up to be a committed lover at the end.
They are still going strong with their love although she has gone to Japan. He has been using net only to chat with her, I am still not sure the love of his life he met during flirting or is there a beautiful plot being plotted by the God for them to meet and find out that they are meant to be together.
I still finds it hard to believe how love can change someone from flirty to a committed lover...

Thursday, November 9, 2017

Beautiful Ghost of Haa

All though Haa Dzongkhag is blessed with one of the most spectacular view such as Ri_Sum, view of Mt. Jhomolhari frm Chelela, cold water fishery.

It also has a secret that's been there dwelling into every person's mind which has been passed onto by elders.

One such secret is the story of a beautiful girl who is said to be a beautiful ghost that one meets when one travels alone at late night near the army camp towards the Haa lower market.

It's said that one dies of illness or unknown sickness if one come across her while travelling late night alone. It always gives me a shiver deep down my spine when ever I reach that place. It's unknown whether it's a truth or some scary story to prevent children's from roaming late night. What ever be the case  but I find it still scary to think about walking from there at late night alone. Well let me share you a story that's been passed onto me by an aunt when I was a mere small boy.

" It happen one summer night with a clear moon sky, Mr. X (sorry I don't remember the name) was returning from his friends house alone drunk and singing, he was moving towards the lower market from his friend house which was near Imtrat hospital. When he reached near the junction which is above army camp (DemoCompany), he encountered a beautiful girl. She told him that she was scared to go alone as she has heard many scary story regarding that road towards lower market from army camp. Mr. X just smiled at her and said that he too was on his way to lower market, he couldn't see her face although it was a full moon night. It's said that she had a sweet voice and that she was talking as if they have known each other for long time, he was drunk so he even didn't care to ask her where she stays or from where she was coming.

They were talking and walking together till they reached the GUDHSS, there she told him that she has reached her home. He didn't even care to ask her whether she was living inside the school. He left her there and walked few meters and then when he looked back, she was still there this time facing towards the old tree right beside the bridge (I do remember seeing an old tree there when I was small). He was shocked when he saw that she had no legs but was floating above the road with her white kira and entered the old tree.

At once he got a shock and he ran towards the lower market, while reaching lower market he felt a sense of relief by hearing the dogs barking.  He at once rushed towards his house and share what happened to his wife and children, he became severely sick and died few days later.  Before he died, he had shared about a beautiful girl wearing a white kira with a black silky hair covering her face that had no legs that he met on his way and whom he saw entering the old tree."

There are many such stories but with same ghost and place but different persons. I am still not sure it's a truth or a mere scary story but one thing is for sure, I have spent my childhood days here at Haa and I still remember that old dead tree with a hole in its trunk that was right beside the bridge. Later it was removed and an old chorten resides just below the old tree's exact location. It is an old chorten made of mud and stone, not the new one made of cements. It's in the right side of the bridge. If you all ever come to Haa you can see it for yourself. # It's a story I heard when I was a small boy, I take no credit of it being a real one although we never know, it's being shared because such stories were what made our childhood days a beautiful one#

Thursday, November 2, 2017

Waiting

Dear future wife,

I am not sure why you are late, I am still holding onto you to come and show me that this life is worth living. I have seen many girls but I have never met the one for whom I would get a rush of adrenaline, I want to meet you for I know when I will meet you the sky will cry out of happiness in any season, the brother Sun would shine the brightest and sister Wind would blow to show me what you are the one ment for me.

I have had enough experience with temporary love that now I am scared that every girl that will enter my life to love me will be temporary and would leave one day.

They say that God has created one soul mate for every living being but I am still in delima whether I have met you or are we yet to meet each other. I am not sure how you would look like or how good heart you will be but I do pray that who ever comes in my life as a wife should consider my parents as her like I will consider hers as mine. I want you to be my otherhalf and I promise you I will create heaven right here on earth for you.

I don't care how you look as long as we are meant to be because ages later the kind of face and complexion you have wouldn't matter for it will be faded. The only thing that can withstand the power of time is love.

If by chance I ever fall out of love with you, I will always remember how we first time met and replay all those memories to make myself fall in love again.

Waiting is good after all...

It's beautiful when you notice that the one whom you love is right beside you... She has always been there for you although you never met her... she was there praying for you for she was praying for her future life partner... she has been loving you although you never met her but one fine day you will meet her and the whole world will look so beautiful with all the flaws that once you thought was the ugly side of the world... She will show you why all those wrong lover you met on the way was some lessons to be learned to apply when you meet the real love and soul mate of you in near future.

Believe me she will heal all those scars you have been hiding... You won't have to look like THIS nor like THAT, for her you would be perfect the way you are...

She will show you that she is worth hoping for and waiting for... She will shower you will love and concern as vast as her world. You won't feel the pinch of this world for she would be there guiding you with her love...

Dear brothers please don't compromise in life... Don't be in hurry too for you might regret in near future why u didn't wait for her to come into your life rather than going for wrong ones...

Dedicated to NiNi my stupid cat

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