Dedicated to NiNi my stupid cat

 It was suppose to be few weeks apart,

Yet its nearly 2 months now.

Worried sick I am thinking about you.

I hope our good neighbours are treating you well.

I hope atleast you get a meal per day.

I heard that you have lost considerable weights within this few weeks time.

I know I have never been a good owner and a friend to you.

I know somtimes I get angry when you infest my bed with your fleas.

I know I let you sleep outsides sometimes when you mess up the house.

I know I owe you an apology for all those actions and I am sorry about it.

I miss your presence near me and your hissing and purring sounds.

I miss how you come running towards me when I come back from duty.

I miss how you company me during my off days to have sun bath.

I miss how you use to curl around my legs when I am busy inside kitchen.

I miss how yoi use to lick my face to wake me up when I over sleep and fogets to feed you.

I definitely found a friend and a family member when you came into my life.

I hope you are doing okey and waiting for my return.

I hope I can feed you your favorite food whiskas when i return.

Time seems to be frozen and I see no chance of end of this lockdown days soon.

For now I am doing good and fighting on and keeping myself safe.

Till then bear with the hospitality of our good neighbour.

Be a good girl and dont mess up my beds and cloths when I return.

Hope you havent made a mess of our home.

If I find that you have messed up badly, I am going to ask you to pay the half of house rent 🤣🤣

Althought I wonder  how you can earn money or make some money haha.

I hope to see you running towards me when I come back home.

I hope nothing bad happens to you when I am away from home.

I hope the rats are as usual  away from home due to your fear 😁😁😁

Here I take my leave as I am supose to be sleeping as I have night duty later.

Keeps the spirit high and see you soon NiNi...

          -Thought Printed Into Words-

The golden brown hair girl

 Dedicated to the girl who was sitting on the front seat of city bus

Your golden brown hair slithered into the dusty pasakha air.

Enchanted my heart to skip multiple beats.

I have ever seen such a marvelous views of enchanting hair.

Thousand feelings roamed into my stupid mind's crates.

I was mere 3 seats behind you to notice your heavenly face,

I tried with all my might just to get a glimpse of your face.

I was a mere puppet acting on my enchanted feeling out on race.

The mere thought of seeing your glimpse awkened my inner peace.

Actions taken on mere gut feelings beared a fruit,

I was awed by the intensity of her facial expression.

Mere human cant be that enchanting I said to myself,

Such cutting edge beauty should be only in faity tales and imagination.

Awed stuck stupid guy like me was flooded with emotinal outbrust.

Everything seems too good to be true

Nothing makes sense to me now, I am thrown off board into abyss.

It felt like 2 hours journey completed in mere 10 minutes.

We have reached Pling town and city bus stopped at its destined area.

I waited till she went out of the city bus and disappeared into the crowd.

I still have this smile over my syupid face with joy.

Joy of witnessing a heavenly girl over a period of lifes journey.

HOPE I can see her again and till then I thank her for giving me a heavenly thought over our short jouney from pasakha to pling.

       -Thought Printed Into Words-

 

Releasing my mind's pressure with some random thoughts

It feels like things are getting complicated here.

One time the life feels like a greatest treasure while other time it feels like your absence or presence won't make a difference.

I wonder if I dont wake up tomorrow, would anyone miss this stupid guy others than my family.

Even after few months my family will get use to living without my presence.

I will be forever trapped in the time of photo.

My being once alive will be depicted only in those picture I captured to keep as memories.

I wonder if all the ego and pride we have as an individual is even useful when tomorrow is so uncertain.

Life is all about giving all you have and then residing it back if it's not responded properly.

The uncertainty of life is felt best during this covid time, we can see who really matters and who's doesnt at such time.

We have taken many things for granted because we are sure that we wont lose them and we keep on taking it for granted.

Be it our health, the norms of covid protocols and or presence of people around us.

I wish we knew what's really our purpose on this heavenly body.

I wish we could make a difference when we leave this mother earth behind.

I wish to be remembered not in people's mind but in golden words into the timeframe like those of people who made the world a little better place to live.

I wanna be remembered when I am gone for not just occupying a space in the human world but for making a difference into everyone I ever met

Mind is a temple of thousands thoughts and million stupid words to combine and make the slave body scribble it onto a piece of paper or into a mobile like how I did just now...

My brain seems to be over working this covid time.

Flooding my mind with all those thoughts and words that I am forced to scribble down on my Facebook wallpaper and my mini blog.. haha

-Thought Printed Into Words-

Dont complicate your life

Life is too short to bear stupid pains every time. If it hurts let it go, if it make you happy hold onto it. 

Never wait for someone who has already gone for your wait now can become a painfull and regretfull memory later.

When your senses will be back, dont regret for losing someone importance while you were busy holding onto the past..

It always better to quit early than get hangover later on... 

If things are going to end anyway, why bother to try to make it work when the future is crystal clear.

Our capacity to bear the pains can  be high but that doesn't mean we keep on getting hurt every time... 

Better to quit now than die every time slowly with each passing time. 

Life is too short to be sad, make the best use of it.  Be with people that gives you hope in life and makes you smile.

It's never too late to start a new world with happiness and nothing more, no more stupid regrets and no more stupid heartache... No more begging and no more waiting... 

If its meant to happen it will happen, you should  be busy making yourself happy rather than hoping for mericle to happem... 

              - Thought Printed Into Words-

You can do it Oh! Brave heart

Sometimes things can be so complicated,
Nothing seems to work to have happiness being replicated.
You feel like going far but cant, 
Feels like holding it near but no right.

Stuck between letting go and holding on.
Decision making power in life seems to be gone.
Either way the hurting is the ultimate truth.
Be it far from her or close to her breath.

Faith on fate seemed to be a pendulum,
Moving here and there until someone offers asylum.
Only time is the ultimate reality to check in,
Only true and courageous shall have a win.

Only a brave heart can bear such case,
Yet still be in pain and be at ease.
Laugh and smile of such brave heart,
Hides the sadness behind like a true art.

        - Thought Printed Into Words-

Survival of the fittest

Amazing were those days filled with ambitions and dreams,
Now life has become merely a survival of the fittest.

Nothing makes sense now, all are for themselves.
I am becoming someone I don't want to become.

Life has a funny way of telling us that it hates us,
I can see lots of people suffering while trying to make their life worth living.

Thousand thoughts and million ideas can't change the fact of life,
Fact that life is, life was and life will always be a battle to survive.

Survival instinct is what drives us into someone we are not.
Into someone whom we hate becoming.

Life and it's survival for the fittest can't be denied now nor in future.
All we need is a stupid ideology that we are surviving and thriving...

       - Thought Printed Into Words-

Appreciate yourself

Be happy with what you have today for tomorrow isn't promised to be there.

Be happy for today is all that matters and tomorrow is just an illusion which may or may not occur.

Do what you have to do today for you may miss the chance tomorrow.

Do what makes you happy, rest is just  secondary.

Share what you feel you must share when you have the time and energy to do so.

Laugh when you can and cry when you must for everyone is too busy fighting their own life challenges.

Be yourself and try to fit in, if you doesn't fit, maybe you are not meant for it. Just try somewhere else.

Life has never been easy for those who fought against it, just move with flow of it and try to make necessary changes.

Appreciate all the small things that gives you happiness today, for it may be the only things that ever made you smile in your past when you look back few years later.

Apologise when you are wrong, and fight back if you are right, these world is little messy and make it clear yourself.

Best of all, smile when you still have those yellow 32 teeth with you. For those teeth will be vacant few years down the lane... 😂😂😂

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, SOCIETY IS TOO DUMB TO NOTICE WHAT A PRECIOUS JEWEL YOU ARE.
  
     - Thought Printed Into Words -

 

Past still hovers around

Somewhere I found a glimpse of hope,
A hope of being into love again.
A hope which was not there seems to blossoms.
Blossoming into perfect little flower of love.

Blossoming with the passing of time.
Enriched with each passing time with you.
I found myself once again embracing that little flower.
With love of shower I kept it alive.

A winter thought still hovers over my mind,
A thought of dead flower that once blossomed into cruel world.
Crushed by the fake promises of strom.
With draught of love and care.

I am still holding those memories intact with me,
Memories that haunts me everytime I feel the love.
Love so beautiful yet processes a devasting power.
Power those inherited by the God's of destruction.
Power to annihilate the existence of someone's presence.

Annihilated into being a stranger again.
Those feelings, those memories still remains like a haunted dream.
A dream I am yet to wake myself from.

Every memories I create with you acts like dejavu.
Every moment with you remind me of her.
Your every words refreshes her once said words to me.
Your every promises overlaps the promises she once did to me.

A fate is all she ever believed in.
A fate that she accepted and became his wife.
A fate I am not sure exist in this 21st century.
This mere word fate irritates me beyond words to express.

I will lose you like I lost her for this fate.
Yet now I will accept this stupid fate.
I will go with its flow till the end of world.
I will give my full trust and faith to your believe.

Only time will tell if we are meant to be.
Only time will speak of how our paths go.
Only future will show how stupid or wise we were.
To depend fully upon this magical word fate.

         -Thought Printed Into Words-

***I will keep writing for the sake of my old hobby of maintaining diary.***

As the river flows below the bridge,
I am just watching it's flow.
Just like the flow of life's actions.
Moment once missed can't be brought back.

Every past deeds flows like a river through my memory bank.
Feels overwhelmed with its force of flow.
All I can capture is mere droplets of it to write onto paper.

Capturing even 5% of those memory flow,
Can make my little writing hobby incredible beyond its aprehensing capability.
How I try everyday to make my capturing power great and strong.

Eagerness to jot down every little things I go through,
Plays like a magic to make my writeup fun to read later in near future.
Those writeup serves as a diary I once use to write so dearly.
Sad it is to think about losing a favourite hobby you once had.

This new hobby to jot down, scribble down and save it onto miniblog is amazing as keeping a diary.

How I wish I never skipped writing my diary for now every diary serves me as a beautiful past and every minidetails flashbacks the incidences I was once onto...

Beauty of having an old diaries is like having a treasure box of beautiful sad and happy memories...

       -Thought Printed Into Words-

The beauty that I felt and saw

Sometimes it's not the color or the skin type that defines how someone looks beautiful. 

Sometimes the way they speak and they way they behave shows how beautiful they are in real life.

I found her to be beautiful beyond words could express and beyond beautiful word itself.

If beauty has a limit then I must say... her beauty breaks all bounds and all limits to be set.

No one is said to be more beautiful than Thik lay Choma but the combined outer and inner beauty of her can even surpass the beauty that of Godess Thik Lay Choma.

For me I believe her beauty is the ultimate beauty there is. 

If you have doubt, feel free to comment or message me, I will personally introduce her to you... 😂😂😂

- Thought printed into words

Never say:

Never say you can't do it, try it until u can't try it anymore. You may not win it now but u will get the experience of failure which will make you more strong to other small failures in life.

Never say yes if you have no plan to do it, for your answer today will lead to million sorry tomorrow.

Never be afraid to tell what you feel, for tomorrow isn't promised to come.

Never keep everything to yourself, speak up, cry out, shout, scribble, if possible make everything like it never occurred and it won't bother you again.

Never lose hope in yourself, no man has earned their life through sheer luck, but through hard ship and hard work. Always remember that there is sun behind a cloudy day and this cloudy day won't be lasting long. FIght till you see the glimpse of hope and keep feeding those little hope to make it big.

Never hurt anyone with your words nor with your actions, remember how you would feel if someone says or acts in a hateful way towards you.

Never regret about anything in life, some where in those moments, it gave you smile, gave you reason to look forward into future and gave you happiness and taught you about life.

Never keep your past near to you, keep it as far as possible and forget about it. In near future you will notice that it wasn't a good reason to shed tears or be sad about, it was just a little wisdom and little lessons of life.

Never say never to anything but remember when to put a limit. Sometimes those boundaries saves us lots of trouble in near future.

Never forget the lessons of life. Life is too short to learn those lessons again.

       -Thought printed into words-