When you call my name

I still wonder how beautiful a word can be,
When its spoken right out of your mouth.
Nothing feels the same to me,
Old age falls back into youth.

When you call my name out loud,
Million cells dances away with it's sound.
Nothing feels the same to me,
Sadness melts down into happiness.

When you call my name out loud,
Between thousand sounds around.
Nothing feels the same in me,
My whole body just melts down.

The way you call out my name,
No music seems to compete it.
No mood seem to conqure it's warmth.
And no one can stop me to fall for you.

Nothing seems more beautiful than my name,
When its spoken right out of your mouth.
Nothing feels the same. 
Nothing makes me happy like it.

I wish you always call my name,
Like a bee wanting for its honey,
I am here waiting for you to call me
Just once more to feel it's power.

LOVE

It's when you miss her at your busiest hour that you love her not at 1 or 2 am when you are alone...

It's when no matter how angry you are, you always have an ear to listen to her no matter how silly talk it is.

It's when suddenly you miss her for no concrete reasons, looking back at your phone just seeing her name on the contact list gives you a smile, that's love.

It's when you think about her happiness more than your own.

It's when you are scared to lose her although you haven't done anything wrong.

It's when you handover your salary to your wife so that she can manage the house running budget.

It's when little change in her behaviour hurts you alot.

It's when even without being in contact for few days or week won't create any ackwardness when next time you chat with her.

It's when no matter shy guys you are, you always gets a chance to show your true self.

It's when you get the urge to live your life with her not that you can't live without her.

It's when you feel save in her presence.

It's when you feel like irritating her for every little things.

It's when you treat her more like a lady than some mere puppet to have a pleasurable time.

It's when you discuss things with her before doing it.

It's when you feel the important of her opinion on the most important life matters.

It's when you get this intense pain when ever she ignores you.

It's when you place her in your life as a needed person that you love her.

If any more reason are there I am open to opinions la...

It's merely for fun reading... My opinions and what I feel... happy reading 😀😀😀

She made a difference in my world

It was raining very heavily that time
When I was waiting for my friend,
It was getting late for school.
So when my friend came, we ran before I collided.

Collided with a girl so beautiful,
She apologised although it was my fault.
Her voice pierced through my heart,
Rang the bell of so long dead stone heart.

I couldnot stop staring at her although I was running.
Tried my best to capture her whole image.
Seeing her in the same uniform as I am wearing,
Gave me a hope of finding her and meeting her again.

For the second time I saw her next day in a shop.
All I knew was that  I was tempted to go near her,
Hear those heavenly voice again from the angel like her.
It felt warmth deep within my body.

To my astonishment, my classmate felt my weird behaviour.
Came close to me and gave me a look I still remember now.
I dragged her towards the corner of the shop,
Begged her to share me about her new friend.

For the third time we met near the school gate,
This time she was all alone heading towards school.
I too was alone, for we both were late for the assembly.
Later both of us were called to principal office.

Since that incident we have known each other,
Smiled at each other when ever our path crosses by,
I skipped heart beat every time she smiled my way,
Stupid me wants to be more than mere friend to her.

Now that we become familiar to each other,
I would always find a reason  to talk with her.
Slowly we became close to each other.
But fate did not like our closeness.

She wanted only friends but not boyfriend,
So I couldn't express my love towards her.
Time flew by keeping myself loaded with all those love for her.
We became best friend within two years.

Finally when I gathered all the guts to propose her,
It was too late for her to give any reply to me.
Her father got transferred to another Dzongkhag.
I felt so lost that I could hardly believe it.

The thought of being alone to school scared me,
I have became so fond of her that I could hardly bear her absence.
But all I can do was smile at her for her new beginning of life.
It hurts but have to let her go for my own good.

I am not sure how I will handle this situation,
I am not sure how to bid her farewell,
I am not sure will this be our last meeting,
I am not sure will we ever keep in contact hence forth.

All I know is that she made a difference in my world,
All I know is that love can be so painful sometimes.
Unsaid love and untreated wounds will take time to heal.
For now I have long night to think about what to do next.

(It's said that we will never forget our first love but in my case my second uncompleted love made a greater impact on my life.)

Miss you

I met you as a schoolmate,
Wanted you as a life mate.
Never told you what I felt
Until it was too late.

You wanted only friends
But I didn't agree.
You never knew what I felt,
Until it was too late for you to accept.

You had to go to other school,
I was left here like a fool.
You never told me why?
Why you never shared what you felt?

You cried when you left me,
But I cried when ever I went to school.
Never knew how important you were
Until it was too late for me.

You may have cried once
But I cried everytime
I think about you,
I really miss you

Yet we will meet again thats a promise

(I wrote this piece when I was in high school... Memories flows in flooding you with everything you once felt while writing this... Feels funny but I am glad I could re-live those moments again...)

If only I have known

If only I have known
The gift of hardwork
And the pain of failure
If only I have known
I would have studied my best
To overcome the pain of failure

If only I have known
Your space in my heart
The pain I would suffer without you,
If only I have known
Then when we had misunderstanding
I would have compromised

If only I have known
Your place in my life,
Without you a lonely life,
If only I have known
Then I would have apologised
For all the pain you been through

Demands you

Its really hard to bear this pain,
Feels like I am being sicken by it.
Every breath, every respire demands you
To be by my side forever.

God knows how I feels about you,
Even ocean full of ink, sky full of paper
Cannot fit all the feelings I have for you,
Its just that even I cannot express it.

My soul and body demands you,
And believe me I really love you
And I will always do,
For me you are prefect the way you are.

Love has a power to change someone

Ever since I joined College of Science and Technology, I have found myself with such an intelligent and confident friends to accompany myself. Almost everyone is talented in his or her own way. Among those friend, I met a friend who was different from all. He was cool and the best quality about him was his cool temper, I have never seen him angry nor he takes things to his heart. For him what ever people says doesn't matter, he is always happy and lost in his own happy world. May be that's why he was unique and I found him more open to everything.

He had a great personality but I never found him with a stable relationship, he would flirt around every girl he added on facebook. Some never replied to him while some found him open minded and started chatting with him.

I would always find him flirting around, once I jokingly told him that he was wasting his time flirting around and that this way he will never end up with the right person, but I never knew was what plan God has for him. Such flirting carried on for two more years and I was shocked how he can manage to flirt around with so many at once.

It was shocking to see that he finally stopped doing his flirting and was busy with calls, as usual I thought he was flirting until I found out that he was chatting with only one girl. You see it seems he has found himself a stable and fixed love of his life.

To be honest I never thought a guy who used to flirt so much that everyone would make fun of him would end up to be a committed lover at the end.

They are still going strong with their love although she has gone to Japan. He has been using net only to chat with her, I am still not sure the love of his life he met during flirting or is there a beautiful plot being plotted by the God for them to meet and find out that they are meant to be together.

I still finds it hard to believe how love can change someone from flirty to a committed lover...

Waiting

Dear future wife,

I am not sure why you are late, I am still holding onto you to come and show me that this life is worth living. I have seen many girls but I have never met the one for whom I would get a rush of adrenaline, I want to meet you for I know when I will meet you the sky will cry out of happiness in any season, the brother Sun would shine the brightest and sister Wind would blow to show me what you are the one ment for me.

I have had enough experience with temporary love that now I am scared that every girl that will enter my life to love me will be temporary and would leave one day.

They say that God has created one soul mate for every living being but I am still in delima whether I have met you or are we yet to meet each other. I am not sure how you would look like or how good heart you will be but I do pray that who ever comes in my life as a wife should consider my parents as her like I will consider hers as mine. I want you to be my otherhalf and I promise you I will create heaven right here on earth for you.

I don't care how you look as long as we are meant to be because ages later the kind of face and complexion you have wouldn't matter for it will be faded. The only thing that can withstand the power of time is love.

If by chance I ever fall out of love with you, I will always remember how we first time met and replay all those memories to make myself fall in love again.

Waiting is good after all...

It's beautiful when you notice that the one whom you love is right beside you... She has always been there for you although you never met her... she was there praying for you for she was praying for her future life partner... she has been loving you although you never met her but one fine day you will meet her and the whole world will look so beautiful with all the flaws that once you thought was the ugly side of the world... She will show you why all those wrong lover you met on the way was some lessons to be learned to apply when you meet the real love and soul mate of you in near future.

Believe me she will heal all those scars you have been hiding... You won't have to look like THIS nor like THAT, for her you would be perfect the way you are...

She will show you that she is worth hoping for and waiting for... She will shower you will love and concern as vast as her world. You won't feel the pinch of this world for she would be there guiding you with her love...

Dear brothers please don't compromise in life... Don't be in hurry too for you might regret in near future why u didn't wait for her to come into your life rather than going for wrong ones...