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Thursday, November 30, 2017
I promise you (Chapter 2)
As her aunt starts the car, both Pema and Tshering locks their eye upon each other, Tshering smiles and waves towards her, she feels a deep pain in her heart.
She felt as if for the second time she was losing him. All she could do was just look back at Tshering without showing any emotions.
Her aunt's house was merely 10 minutes drive away yet she felt like it took them nearly an hour to get there. This was her second time at Haa and she was happy and sad at the same moment.
Happy to be able to meet him and she has a hope of seeing him again. She just got transferred from Phuentsholing. She came with a hope of finding out her chilhood memory of Haa and to be independent.
She was sad with her lack of courage although Tshering made his move first. Although he smiled and waved at her, she didnt even gave a simple gesture of seeing him. She felt how akward he must have felt to not received any gesture from her.
As she sits hear bukhari with a hot cup of suja, she still thinks about what he has been doing all this time, why didnt he even try to contact her for last 7 years.
Was that small boy his son or brother?
Was that lady his wife?
Why did that small boy called her mathang?
Does he still have feelings for her?
Does he still remembers her like the way she do?...
As many questions kept poping up in her mind, she shook her head again and again.
Her aunt just looked at her and said, "Are you tired? Would you like to sleep a little?"
She just smiled back and said,"I am fine Aanii."
As her aunt shared her stories about how small Pema was when she first came to Haa, Pema was still thinking about what happened 7 years ago.
After his proposal, she didn't get out of her house for next 3 days and neither he asked about it. When they met after 4 days, she just gave him a small chit.
She was not brave enough to express her reason why she can't accept him. So, she wrote a chit explaining the reasons why she can't accept it.
She still remembers those words she used in the letter as she sips down every bit of suja slowly.
As she plans to open her laptop and watch some korean series, the face of the little boy flashes upon her. She is still not sure who he was and why he called her mathang.
She was sure that Tshering has no brother, the identity of the small boy still remained unsolved in her little confused world.
Suddenly she remembers something and she flips around the old pictures in her laptop, as she goes over every photo. She notices a small boy resembling the small boy she met at bus booking.
It was the picture of farewell college picnic, that small boy was sitting next to Tshering, smiling as the photo was taken. Although he was with Tshering in the photo, she doesn't remember anything about him.
As she tries harder to rememeber, she gets a vivid memory of meeting that boy while she was calling Tshering for some work at college picnic.
Finally she concludes in her mind that maybe he is related to Tshering and that the little boy knows her because Tshering might have shared him about her. But she was still wondering why that little boy called her as mathang.
Next day she went to Haa Dzongkhag and gave her appointment letter to the office, luckily the HRO told her to join the next day and take today as a break. On her way back home, she came across the same small boy waving at her from a shop.
At once she recognised him and rushed into the shop only to find that he wasn't there. She thought that she was thinking about that little boy so much, her imagination was taking the troll on her brain. With a confused and shocked state, as she comes out of that shop, she once again meets Tshering, this time near the shop.
It was purely coincidence she thought, coincidence of meeting him everytime she sees that little boy. As usual she couldn't face him and just looked the opposite direction and headed towards the last shop. As she looked back, she saw that he was still there looking at her in disbelieve.
"He must have felt bad, neglected and I am sure he knows the reason why I can't face him,"she said to herself while looking at him after few blocks down the way. As she reached the last shop, she enters there just to escape from his view.
Although she had no plan to buy anything in the shop, she looked around and ends up buying few bar of chocolates in hope to meeting that little boy and give him. As she was paying the shopkeeper, she felt a sudden gush of cold air on her hand and face. She looked up hoping to see a fan but ended up seeing nothing there.
As she came out of the shop, she looks around to see if Tshering was there. Lucky he was long gone, as she starts to move towards her aunt house,she comes across the bus station where she met that little boy and Tshering. She again taps back into her memory.
It was raining very heavily that day when Tshering was there waiting for her near the college gate, he smiles at Pema, hoping to get a reply after waiting for 3 days. He sees that she is feeling very akward and notices it in the way she walks and looks down at the road while handing him a small chit.
I promise you (Chapter 1)
Friday, November 24, 2017
A beauty worth dieing for
The gush of wind blew over slowly introducing her scent.
Sun was compareless to the brightness she possessed.
The scent so sharp melted down my heart.
Those silky yellow hair moved on its own,
Enchanting all around it to its beauty.
Even the beauty of autumn season over the decidious forest were compareless,
To the beauty she was born with.
A beauty solely owned to conqure the heart of every man it encounters.
A beauty worth dieing for.
Her one look can stop your heart beat,
The way she moves makes you stare at her.
The way she moves her finger through her hair,
You can see it as if you are in a slow motion movie.
There is beauty in everything she does.
A girl of beauty worth dieing for,
A girl whose every moves makes you amazed,
My dear brother, you better go for check up,
Chances are there you are losing it all.
Losing your sense of reality...😂😂😂
Wednesday, November 22, 2017
Loving the wrong girl
So lost in her mesmerising beauty,
I lay as a puppet in her hand.
Her small reactions meant a world to me.
Loving the wrong girl made me blind.
Blinded to see what actually was happening.
I was being a mere puppet in her hand.
Little did I know how my friends were feeling.
They knew she was playing with me.
They advised me about my wrong choice,
But I was blinded by my own love towards her.
I was just a fool following my own nightmare.
Nightmare I was yet to be introduced with.
Never knew when I became addicted to her.
I started giving her more important,
I hardly gave my friends any time.
I hardly thought about anything else than about her.
Her likes and dislike became mine,
Her happiness became my goal,
She was like a poisoned red wine,
Destroying me by every sip I take of it.
I was losing myself in the process of loving her.
I was sacrificing more than I was gaining out of it.
I was doing it all for i was scared of losing her,
Although I was the only one who was trying to keep it going.
I ended up being exhausted in the relationship.
I have bargin in more than I can take.
It started hampering my academic life.
I can hardly digest exam were near.
It was class 12 examination,
A turning point in my life,
This exam would decide where I would be,
College or be a highschool dropout in life.
Lost between love and career I was,
Decision was needed to be made from my side.
A nightmare was lurking just behind 1 month.
A nightmare of deciding my life with examination.
When the final time comes even our shadow leaves us behind,
She left me for someone who had a job.
She left her school life to get married.
I was left here wondering what a fool I was.
Since time was less I did my best,
I ended up getting just passed.
The nightmare falled upon me,
The nightmare of being nobody in future.
Felt like a plastic bag on a windy day,
Blown away without any known destination.
Seeing my friends go to colleges far away,
Made me sad for I knew I deserved to be with them.
Blessed I was with such a loving family,
They saw a dream for me which I had to conqure.
Although it was hard for my family budget,
I was enrolled in a private school.
This time I was convinced I needed to study hard,
One year at private school was a second chance I got.
A chance to prove myself my worth.
A chance to conqure the dream.
A long awaited dream finally became real.
When I was selected for CST.
Hardwork works like magic if you do it.
A year worth of hardwork beared its fruit.
I never learned how to let it go,
I never knew how to do it again,
I never thought I would also be one.
Now I suffer from Philophobia.
A beautiful word to express,
Express the fear of being in love again.
Thank you...
Monday, November 20, 2017
I can see it all
I can see how you are feeling,
Grasping those hairs of yours,
Bitting those lips of yours,
Thousand words running in your mind.
Trying your best to talk with him.
For sadly he seems too damnless,
He has no idea about what you feel.
It's a shame for him not to know.
How much he mean to you.
For he is lucky and unlucky at the same time.
Her reply
I am not sure why you love,
When you know that you will get hurt,
Is it worth going for,
Wasting both time and money.
For just a short happy moment.
I don't know why you love,
For all it gives in return is pain,
Everlasting sorrow and regret.
It takes more than it gives
For a few moments of happiness.
Firstly do what you came to do,
Than may be later go for love.
When one has job and status,
One can get the one you love.
Why waste your time for now.
I am not saying you not to love,
All I am saying is, its not the right time.
So let's study hard and build out future.
A future both of us will be proud of.
Lets work towards it pintoo.
Frankly saying I am afraid of being in love,
The memory of past still haunts me,
I have known you well to judge you,
You deserve the best one out there,
I have past experience that won't let me.
I am not sure how you will react,
For all I have is a sincere apology;
An apology to try to make up,
An apology I owe you for replying late.
An apology for leaving you where you are now.
If we are meant to be in future,
I will be the luckiest girl out there.
If our path ever comes across each other,
Please don't hesitate to hug me.
For no one has and will ever come so close to me as you.
I still remember the first time I saw you,
You were there near the gate all wet,
Both of us were late for assembly.
I felt a relief that I wasn't alone that day.
We both got a punishment to cut grass,
I knew that you liked me.
I am sorry for not letting you know.
I knew from the very beginning you liked me.
My friend Pema told me about you.
I was scared of being in love again.
I am glad I met someone like you.
The way you cheered me up after every unit test,
Made me feel how lucky I was to have you.
I am surely blessed to have met you.
Thank you for always being there.
By the time you will receive this,
I would be gone by then.
I will pray for our path to cross.
I will pray that your dream comes true.
I will pray that our karma let us Unite.
Love
A word "love" itself is a key,
Key for happiness, sorrow, war and peace.
Love is an uncontrollable feeling
Between two person of any race.
It means to share our happiness,
And divide our sorrowness.
Love doesn't mean to hurt
But means to show our loving heart.
It can create a nice friendship,
And also can destroy a friendship.
It makes us to share our feeling,
And also makes us to be friendly.
A love can join two heart together,
and also can create peace and war.
Love is an uncontrollable feeling,
Which can occur at any given time.
Saturday, November 18, 2017
She made a difference in my world
When I was waiting for my friend,
It was getting late for school.
So when my friend came, we ran before I collided.
She apologised although it was my fault.
Her voice pierced through my heart,
Rang the bell of so long dead stone heart.
Tried my best to capture her whole image.
Seeing her in the same uniform as I am wearing,
Gave me a hope of finding her and meeting her again.
All I knew was that I was tempted to go near her,
Hear those heavenly voice again from the angel like her.
It felt warmth deep within my body.
Came close to me and gave me a look I still remember now.
I dragged her towards the corner of the shop,
Begged her to share me about her new friend.
This time she was all alone heading towards school.
I too was alone, for we both were late for the assembly.
Later both of us were called to principal office.
Smiled at each other when ever our path crosses by,
I skipped heart beat every time she smiled my way,
Stupid me wants to be more than mere friend to her.
I would always find a reason to talk with her.
Slowly we became close to each other.
But fate did not like our closeness.
So I couldn't express my love towards her.
Time flew by keeping myself loaded with all those love for her.
We became best friend within two years.
It was too late for her to give any reply to me.
Her father got transferred to another Dzongkhag.
I felt so lost that I could hardly believe it.
I have became so fond of her that I could hardly bear her absence.
But all I can do was smile at her for her new beginning of life.
It hurts but have to let her go for my own good.
I am not sure how to bid her farewell,
I am not sure will this be our last meeting,
I am not sure will we ever keep in contact hence forth.
All I know is that love can be so painful sometimes.
Unsaid love and untreated wounds will take time to heal.
For now I have long night to think about what to do next.
I hate it when
Afraid to do what I like.
Lose confident in our love.
Left me all alone in this town.
Lie to me about your promise.
Speak to me in mobile form far place.
Yet I still love you for you are the one for me.
Friday, November 17, 2017
Miss you
Wanted you as a life mate.
Never told you what I felt
Until it was too late.
But I didn't agree.
You never knew what I felt,
Until it was too late for you to accept.
I was left here like a fool.
You never told me why?
Why you never shared what you felt?
But I cried when ever I went to school.
Never knew how important you were
Until it was too late for me.
But I cried everytime
I think about you,
I really miss you
Some of the things guy likes about girls
I am sure some of my valued reader would not agree with some of the points mentioned below but since it is written merely for fun purpose, I hope I would be forgiven.
Some of the things guy likes about girls;
1. The way she pretends not to see you when you are around her.
2. The way she plays with small kids making all those funny faces.
3. The way she acts not to care about you but seeing you in pain triggers a tears upon her heavenly face.
4. The way she tries to act so tough there by ending up looking cute.
5. The way she does research on the boy they like better than CID Officers.
6. The way she cries over emotional movies.
7. The way she protects and cares about the family.
8. The way she hits you trying to make it hurt but you feel like a cotton ball hitting you.
9. The way she acts dominant in a relationship but ends up always being a soft one.
10. The way she keep records of all your bad habits and helps you to over come it.
11. The way she hugs you trying to make up for her mistake.
12. The way she tries so hard trying to impress her inlaws.
13. The way she gets angry and shouts at you over something you forgot to buy or forgets to do always.
14. The way she says, "What will you do without me" with a serious look.
15. The way she takes around 15 selfie and commands you to select one, although all looks the same...
16. The way she tries on every cloth in a shop and ends up buying nothing and you end up taking her to next garment shop.
17. The way she hates you when you are with your best girl-friend having a good talk.
18. The way she always tries to see with whom you are chatting with and whom you have added on your wechat and Facebook. Although this might also be a negative point 😂😂😂
19. The way she tries to blend in with your friends.
20. The way she tries to dig up your secrets from your best friends.
21. Finally the way she loves you without any conditions and tries to be your second mom.
If I have missed any points that might be needed to be added, please let me know la... happy reading... Hope it brought some smile on my valued readers.
Thursday, November 16, 2017
Dedicated to you
Icy mountains would eventually melt down,
Moving wind will eventually stop
And sun would eventually lose its light
I will hold your hand, keep you safe.
I will be your shadow all the time
In a world of love,
In a world of pleasure,
In a world of compassion
And most importantly in a perfect world of your happiness,
A perfect heaven I will create just for you.
Oh! What a beauty it was
The beauty that brightens every heart,
Seems that it will never fade
BUT
Now it's only a tale to tell
It was the glowing hope of Man
And felt that it will never end
BUT
Now it is all a part of a dream
The candle in the darkness it seems
Once upon a time
BUT
now it seems to go off
Oh! What a heart breaking beauty
It was between the mature ones
BUT
Not it is old and faded
3 things that makes a relationship more beautiful and strong
Firstly make sure you don't play with this word. Its merely 5 letter word but it can destroy a well built relationship.
Always maintain and work towards making it more strong.
Some times you just have to have a faith when things go wrong and having a faith that the hard time your relationship is going through will make it strong and more beautiful helps to calm you down and reflect what is really the matter that need to be addressed.
The most important ingredient that is needed in a relationship would be commitment. This 10 letter word makes all the difference when it comes to anything we do in life. Without commitment nothing will work well be it job, hobby, marriage, love and all.
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
If only I have known
If only I have known
The gift of hardwork
And the pain of failure
If only I have known
I would have studied my best
To overcome the pain of failure
If only I have known
Your space in my heart
The pain I would suffer without you,
If only I have known
Then when we had misunderstanding
I would have compromised
If only I have known
Your place in my life,
Without you a lonely life,
If only I have known
Then I would have apologised
For all the pain you been through
Demands you
Its really hard to bear this pain,
Feels like I am being sicken by it.
Every breath, every respire demands you
To be by my side forever.
God knows how I feels about you,
Even ocean full of ink, sky full of paper
Cannot fit all the feelings I have for you,
Its just that even I cannot express it.
My soul and body demands you,
And believe me I really love you
And I will always do,
For me you are prefect the way you are.
Monday, November 13, 2017
Love has a power to change someone
Thursday, November 9, 2017
Beautiful Ghost of Haa
All though Haa Dzongkhag is blessed with one of the most spectacular view such as Ri_Sum, view of Mt. Jhomolhari frm Chelela, cold water fishery.
It also has a secret that's been there dwelling into every person's mind which has been passed onto by elders.
One such secret is the story of a beautiful girl who is said to be a beautiful ghost that one meets when one travels alone at late night near the army camp towards the Haa lower market.
It's said that one dies of illness or unknown sickness if one come across her while travelling late night alone. It always gives me a shiver deep down my spine when ever I reach that place. It's unknown whether it's a truth or some scary story to prevent children's from roaming late night. What ever be the case but I find it still scary to think about walking from there at late night alone. Well let me share you a story that's been passed onto me by an aunt when I was a mere small boy.
" It happen one summer night with a clear moon sky, Mr. X (sorry I don't remember the name) was returning from his friends house alone drunk and singing, he was moving towards the lower market from his friend house which was near Imtrat hospital. When he reached near the junction which is above army camp (DemoCompany), he encountered a beautiful girl. She told him that she was scared to go alone as she has heard many scary story regarding that road towards lower market from army camp. Mr. X just smiled at her and said that he too was on his way to lower market, he couldn't see her face although it was a full moon night. It's said that she had a sweet voice and that she was talking as if they have known each other for long time, he was drunk so he even didn't care to ask her where she stays or from where she was coming.
They were talking and walking together till they reached the GUDHSS, there she told him that she has reached her home. He didn't even care to ask her whether she was living inside the school. He left her there and walked few meters and then when he looked back, she was still there this time facing towards the old tree right beside the bridge (I do remember seeing an old tree there when I was small). He was shocked when he saw that she had no legs but was floating above the road with her white kira and entered the old tree.
At once he got a shock and he ran towards the lower market, while reaching lower market he felt a sense of relief by hearing the dogs barking. He at once rushed towards his house and share what happened to his wife and children, he became severely sick and died few days later. Before he died, he had shared about a beautiful girl wearing a white kira with a black silky hair covering her face that had no legs that he met on his way and whom he saw entering the old tree."
There are many such stories but with same ghost and place but different persons. I am still not sure it's a truth or a mere scary story but one thing is for sure, I have spent my childhood days here at Haa and I still remember that old dead tree with a hole in its trunk that was right beside the bridge. Later it was removed and an old chorten resides just below the old tree's exact location. It is an old chorten made of mud and stone, not the new one made of cements. It's in the right side of the bridge. If you all ever come to Haa you can see it for yourself. # It's a story I heard when I was a small boy, I take no credit of it being a real one although we never know, it's being shared because such stories were what made our childhood days a beautiful one#
Thursday, November 2, 2017
Waiting
Dear future wife,
I am not sure why you are late, I am still holding onto you to come and show me that this life is worth living. I have seen many girls but I have never met the one for whom I would get a rush of adrenaline, I want to meet you for I know when I will meet you the sky will cry out of happiness in any season, the brother Sun would shine the brightest and sister Wind would blow to show me what you are the one ment for me.
I have had enough experience with temporary love that now I am scared that every girl that will enter my life to love me will be temporary and would leave one day.
They say that God has created one soul mate for every living being but I am still in delima whether I have met you or are we yet to meet each other. I am not sure how you would look like or how good heart you will be but I do pray that who ever comes in my life as a wife should consider my parents as her like I will consider hers as mine. I want you to be my otherhalf and I promise you I will create heaven right here on earth for you.
I don't care how you look as long as we are meant to be because ages later the kind of face and complexion you have wouldn't matter for it will be faded. The only thing that can withstand the power of time is love.
If by chance I ever fall out of love with you, I will always remember how we first time met and replay all those memories to make myself fall in love again.
Waiting is good after all...
It's beautiful when you notice that the one whom you love is right beside you... She has always been there for you although you never met her... she was there praying for you for she was praying for her future life partner... she has been loving you although you never met her but one fine day you will meet her and the whole world will look so beautiful with all the flaws that once you thought was the ugly side of the world... She will show you why all those wrong lover you met on the way was some lessons to be learned to apply when you meet the real love and soul mate of you in near future.
Believe me she will heal all those scars you have been hiding... You won't have to look like THIS nor like THAT, for her you would be perfect the way you are...
She will show you that she is worth hoping for and waiting for... She will shower you will love and concern as vast as her world. You won't feel the pinch of this world for she would be there guiding you with her love...
Dear brothers please don't compromise in life... Don't be in hurry too for you might regret in near future why u didn't wait for her to come into your life rather than going for wrong ones...
Dedicated to NiNi my stupid cat
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