Dedicated to NiNi my stupid cat

 It was suppose to be few weeks apart,

Yet its nearly 2 months now.

Worried sick I am thinking about you.

I hope our good neighbours are treating you well.

I hope atleast you get a meal per day.

I heard that you have lost considerable weights within this few weeks time.

I know I have never been a good owner and a friend to you.

I know somtimes I get angry when you infest my bed with your fleas.

I know I let you sleep outsides sometimes when you mess up the house.

I know I owe you an apology for all those actions and I am sorry about it.

I miss your presence near me and your hissing and purring sounds.

I miss how you come running towards me when I come back from duty.

I miss how you company me during my off days to have sun bath.

I miss how you use to curl around my legs when I am busy inside kitchen.

I miss how yoi use to lick my face to wake me up when I over sleep and fogets to feed you.

I definitely found a friend and a family member when you came into my life.

I hope you are doing okey and waiting for my return.

I hope I can feed you your favorite food whiskas when i return.

Time seems to be frozen and I see no chance of end of this lockdown days soon.

For now I am doing good and fighting on and keeping myself safe.

Till then bear with the hospitality of our good neighbour.

Be a good girl and dont mess up my beds and cloths when I return.

Hope you havent made a mess of our home.

If I find that you have messed up badly, I am going to ask you to pay the half of house rent 🤣🤣

Althought I wonder  how you can earn money or make some money haha.

I hope to see you running towards me when I come back home.

I hope nothing bad happens to you when I am away from home.

I hope the rats are as usual  away from home due to your fear 😁😁😁

Here I take my leave as I am supose to be sleeping as I have night duty later.

Keeps the spirit high and see you soon NiNi...

          -Thought Printed Into Words-

The golden brown hair girl

 Dedicated to the girl who was sitting on the front seat of city bus

Your golden brown hair slithered into the dusty pasakha air.

Enchanted my heart to skip multiple beats.

I have ever seen such a marvelous views of enchanting hair.

Thousand feelings roamed into my stupid mind's crates.

I was mere 3 seats behind you to notice your heavenly face,

I tried with all my might just to get a glimpse of your face.

I was a mere puppet acting on my enchanted feeling out on race.

The mere thought of seeing your glimpse awkened my inner peace.

Actions taken on mere gut feelings beared a fruit,

I was awed by the intensity of her facial expression.

Mere human cant be that enchanting I said to myself,

Such cutting edge beauty should be only in faity tales and imagination.

Awed stuck stupid guy like me was flooded with emotinal outbrust.

Everything seems too good to be true

Nothing makes sense to me now, I am thrown off board into abyss.

It felt like 2 hours journey completed in mere 10 minutes.

We have reached Pling town and city bus stopped at its destined area.

I waited till she went out of the city bus and disappeared into the crowd.

I still have this smile over my syupid face with joy.

Joy of witnessing a heavenly girl over a period of lifes journey.

HOPE I can see her again and till then I thank her for giving me a heavenly thought over our short jouney from pasakha to pling.

       -Thought Printed Into Words-

 

Releasing my mind's pressure with some random thoughts

It feels like things are getting complicated here.

One time the life feels like a greatest treasure while other time it feels like your absence or presence won't make a difference.

I wonder if I dont wake up tomorrow, would anyone miss this stupid guy others than my family.

Even after few months my family will get use to living without my presence.

I will be forever trapped in the time of photo.

My being once alive will be depicted only in those picture I captured to keep as memories.

I wonder if all the ego and pride we have as an individual is even useful when tomorrow is so uncertain.

Life is all about giving all you have and then residing it back if it's not responded properly.

The uncertainty of life is felt best during this covid time, we can see who really matters and who's doesnt at such time.

We have taken many things for granted because we are sure that we wont lose them and we keep on taking it for granted.

Be it our health, the norms of covid protocols and or presence of people around us.

I wish we knew what's really our purpose on this heavenly body.

I wish we could make a difference when we leave this mother earth behind.

I wish to be remembered not in people's mind but in golden words into the timeframe like those of people who made the world a little better place to live.

I wanna be remembered when I am gone for not just occupying a space in the human world but for making a difference into everyone I ever met

Mind is a temple of thousands thoughts and million stupid words to combine and make the slave body scribble it onto a piece of paper or into a mobile like how I did just now...

My brain seems to be over working this covid time.

Flooding my mind with all those thoughts and words that I am forced to scribble down on my Facebook wallpaper and my mini blog.. haha

-Thought Printed Into Words-